Every so often this wonderful blogger, Stephanie writes a blog post called Blog Your Heart. It is just little tid bits about what is going on in your life and asked for others to join in.
So here goes...
The blog has been quiet for a while here, I have had a creative block and also because Blogger was messing up, at least on my blog when it came to uploading photos, seeing my sidebars, etc. I still cannot see my sidebars but I am willing to keep going and hope it resolves itself.....
For the last few months, I have kept something to myself and expressed this information to my husband. I want to have another baby. I have not expressed this to anyone else because honestly I don't know if it will happen. My husband is on and off on the subject, doesn't really give his opinion either way. I will be 35 in a few months and I am so scared to get pregnant at 35 so I feel like I will have to let the idea of having another baby go. In the past I have been on the fence or did not want another baby, totally happy with 2 sweet boys and still am, I just feel like we are not complete as a family. I am trying not to get to caught up in this and just "see what happens" but I feel like it just isn't going to happen and that makes me sad. Yes, there are so many reasons not to have another one, for example our boys can do some things independently, no more diapers, no more up in the middle of nights every 2 to 3 hours, etc. but then there are so many reasons to have another one. This is not something that I was so concerned about until a couple of months ago and it has gotten worse, especially last month. But, I am trying to put it in the back of my mind and see what happens.
Kindergarten registration is coming up soon and I cannot believe that our youngest will be starting school!
Been in the cleaning mood and organizing mood, more of that happening this week!
I have not ran in about a month, I honestly hope that I can still run a mile without stopping. I just put together a 5K fundraiser for the school our oldest attends, along with others from the PTO and I took photos of the runners, and I tell you I wanted to run so bad but I just am not sure I could have ran the entire 5K without stopping. Shameful, I tell you! I have got to get back to running at least 4 days a week and get in these races! I was going to run today....raining, so I used that excuse not to run. Maybe tomorrow?
Our youngest asked me last night "what is it like to be invisible?" You know that is one question that I have never wondered about until he asked! That boy is too smart!
People bother me when they drive and they do not pay attention to their driving. Scrolling your smart phone/ facebooking/texting and whatever else you do in the car with those things is NOT OK!! Pay attention to your driving and others around you. Enough said.
Oh and I am already behind on Project Life....and even not fully caught up on Project Life from last year. My goal to have both caught up by the end of the month!
Well that is a range of feelings of whats been happenings....Glad to get that out there!!
Linking up to Stephanie